Hillary Juster – rehab

I am visiting you at rehab. I see another friend I know. I see the furniture. There is a group meeting and I am trying to check the mail. There are people sitting in front of the mail. One of these people says to me, “This used to be much more difficult to access. We removed the ledge. But now we’re sitting here.”
The friend I know shows me around. There is no furniture, of course, and the walls are light blue in the dark. I meet Jesse on the couch in the middle of the room. It is now yellow. I say, “I’m not ready for this. I’m unhealthy. Most of the people I know are in rehab.” You say, “Not healthy? You’re the picture of health. You shine in here a beam of health. You give us all inspiration. You are so healthy.” We press together but we are fully clothed. We will stay fully clothed and maybe it will be healthy.